Friday, March 12, 2010

confused

before i left on this trip i was told to "know who i am."

the funny thing is i feel more like myself the past 12 hours than i have the past 10 months. superduke lives :) and people understand what that means.

people are reaching out to be with me... not the other way around.

i feel almost like a leper back home. like i am looking in on a party through a dusty old window. i am so torn. right vs wrong. me vs them. me vs me. me vs a memory.

i think it may be time to get back to my peeps. i have been fighting so hard for friendships that are sporadic at best. if i show up... if i jump through their hoops

doh! to be continued... gotta run!!!! henrietta hudsons is calling!!!

Les