Sunday, January 31, 2010
what might have been
i know i am supposed to be learning to live with the pain.. blah blah blah, but, all of a sudden, i am so angry! i am mad that i have been cheated out of our future together. i am mad that i am single again. i am mad that there is no one here to hold me whan i cry. i am mad at sue and that makes me mad at myself. it is this nasty cycle that i cannot get out of. i feel like i should be passed this now. grr. once again. grief sucks.
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Let go of the "should" part - it's part of what's keeping you on this cycle. Let yourself feel it, hon. Grief cares nothing about a calendar.
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